Lord, when I sinned against you, guilt prevents me from seeking you.
Preoccupied, busy and feel tired,
I have no urge to plunge into your comfort ride.
I just need a rest, so I thought it’s best.
Why would I indulge in prayer like Jesus did?
Why would I pray if someone is praying for me,
my mother certainly?
Why would I pray for somebody if someone is praying for him,
our pastor be?
I cannot pray for it is not my gift
and the environment doesn’t fit.
Everything goes well so far
And if it is not God’s desire,
it won’t go this far.
O God, You know my entire being;
my desires, my thoughts, my feeling,
O man, flatter your mind with reasons in vain!
Lord, forgive me if this is a sin of abomination.
Let your grace remain in me
that I may be useful for your glory.
Delight in my prayer, my God and comforter.
Ministry and Make-up
The Bible says we are wonderfully made and uniquely complex (Psalm 139:14). There is no one who is exactly the same as me. Science estimates that our body is formed by billions of DNA which determine our personality and direct our behavior. This make-up is called temperament. Temperament makes us the way we are and defines how we do things. They are inborn traits but they can be modified as we interact with our environment. Thus, whether we admit it or not, our temperament will affect our ministry. For example, as an extrovert person, I enjoy the company of people. I am less energetic when I am alone. In ministry, I am mostly inspired when I see other people’s cooperation in a task. I don’t enjoy the idea of being a superman. I am a team player so it would be difficult for me to accept when others are not participating. In decision making, I am more cognitive than being affective. I don’t want to rush into a decision unless I have thought about it many times. So I am deciding based on what I perceived to be right. The affective person often makes decision based on what they feel to be right. Likewise in doing my ministry, I would take a lot of time thinking the pros and cons before trying to apply a certain strategy or concept.
Our temperament also affects our relationship with other people. In fact, my relationship with our Senior Pastor was in jeopardy these recent months. Being both choleric type of person, I knew where we will be mostly in trouble with each other. Our different leadership style often creates conflict between us. But whether I agree with him or not, he deserves respect. I had to show it by submitting to his leadership. More importantly, our relationship is much more valuable than our different ideas and approaches. We have the Holy Spirit that acts as agent to purify our motives and consciences.
This is a continuous struggle but understanding the person is the key for a healthy relationship. A mature person is expected to be more understanding and patient with others. Knowing our personality will help us understand other’s tendency. It nurtures our relationship. It preserves our ministry.
Our temperament also affects our relationship with other people. In fact, my relationship with our Senior Pastor was in jeopardy these recent months. Being both choleric type of person, I knew where we will be mostly in trouble with each other. Our different leadership style often creates conflict between us. But whether I agree with him or not, he deserves respect. I had to show it by submitting to his leadership. More importantly, our relationship is much more valuable than our different ideas and approaches. We have the Holy Spirit that acts as agent to purify our motives and consciences.
This is a continuous struggle but understanding the person is the key for a healthy relationship. A mature person is expected to be more understanding and patient with others. Knowing our personality will help us understand other’s tendency. It nurtures our relationship. It preserves our ministry.
MABUHAY! Filipino Contextualization of Spirituality
We, Filipinos are widely known for hospitality and closed-family-ties. Our expression of love-one-another begins within the circle of our clan. We can hardly find one family that is totally detached from its relatives. We even value the family image in a community, thus we put our consciousness on how we act and react in public. Perhaps most of us will agree that it is embedded in our culture. And culture is carried from generation to generation. It has historical relevance but since history must have its origin, it would be a never ending pattern of questions. So this can be deduced into one question: where does a culture start?
Culture must be a reflection of beliefs which conveys the kind of humanity in a particular setting. We didn’t exist on our own, by our own, and for our own reason. God created us to live by godly standards and principles which can be expressed in variable ways. Biblical historical records show the different people group of variable beliefs, thus a culture! God even gave us a model culture, the Israelites. However, our fallen nature somehow reflects a distorted culture far from what was revealed in the Garden, including His chosen model culture.
Since Philippines is believed to be a Christian nation, our Filipino culture must have its roots in the biblical perspective. It is true that we have some correct beliefs, but there’s lot of which are yet to be refined. For example, our belief on closed-family-ties is a biblical perspective of community of faith or God’s family. Likewise, our negative label “crab mentality” is expressed in biblical perspective as envy. In our context, I believe we can retain and redeem our rich culture at the same time. We, as Filipino Christians must be the catalyst for this movement toward Filipino contextualization of spirituality. We can capitalize on our good values that express the best of Filipino humanity. Therefore, it is not enough to be known as Christian nation which apparently becomes a cliché, but a nation that has a culture which reflects the true Christian principles in every Filipino. Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
Culture must be a reflection of beliefs which conveys the kind of humanity in a particular setting. We didn’t exist on our own, by our own, and for our own reason. God created us to live by godly standards and principles which can be expressed in variable ways. Biblical historical records show the different people group of variable beliefs, thus a culture! God even gave us a model culture, the Israelites. However, our fallen nature somehow reflects a distorted culture far from what was revealed in the Garden, including His chosen model culture.
Since Philippines is believed to be a Christian nation, our Filipino culture must have its roots in the biblical perspective. It is true that we have some correct beliefs, but there’s lot of which are yet to be refined. For example, our belief on closed-family-ties is a biblical perspective of community of faith or God’s family. Likewise, our negative label “crab mentality” is expressed in biblical perspective as envy. In our context, I believe we can retain and redeem our rich culture at the same time. We, as Filipino Christians must be the catalyst for this movement toward Filipino contextualization of spirituality. We can capitalize on our good values that express the best of Filipino humanity. Therefore, it is not enough to be known as Christian nation which apparently becomes a cliché, but a nation that has a culture which reflects the true Christian principles in every Filipino. Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
Beyond heroism
One of the common Filipino folklore characters is the epitome of the so-called Ermetanyo. He is a personified being who lives to himself, by himself, and for himself. This man spends his life in a distant place, usually in the jungle alone and away from a community. And if one ever exists, I couldn’t help but think how such person understands life and his being as a whole. With this personification, I am hard-pressed to find the answers to these two outstanding questions. First, what does it really mean to become human? So, a journey back to the Garden leads me to a fundamental understanding of what it means to be human, the right way to live, and the responsibilities of human as “supreme being” God ever created. I thought I have understood our supremacy; that we are born to live in a community, and that we are to carry out our responsibilities. But the next question struck me. Am I really becoming and being what God intended me to be?
Just recently, the world has crowned two Filipino icons for their achievements and contributions in their respective arena: Manny Pacquiao in sports and Efren Peñaflorida in education. More importantly, the Filipino people and the global community look up to them as heroes because they brought pride to the nation and inspire others. Pacquiao always acknowledges God in public in every fight he won. Peñaflorida unleashed the hero within himself through the “push-cart classroom” for the poor as he believed it is his calling. Perhaps they have become what God intended them to be. I wonder how their mind accepts the praises of people. I have nothing against them, but looking through the eyes of people who call them heroes, I can read a story that is reflected in Gideon’s time. The Israelites started to worship him after his victorious deliverance for them against their enemies. They’d no longer recognize God and He was taken out of place. These are my observations:
•The idea of looking for a hero is focused to the person himself not to God who enables the person.
•Our hunger for pride can make us proud rather than dependent on God.
•Inspiring others does not mean attracting toward oneself, but motivating them away to go beyond themselves for others.
Becoming what God intended me to be? I can say I’m on a journey. And in this journey, it would be best to learn from other people rather being alone like the Ermetanyo. And as Youth Pastor, I must be cautioned not to act like a hero to the young people, but a person who reflects the love of God and the image of Christ. It’s my job to let them learn that God is the reason for everything that I do. It’s not my might, not my power, but by the Spirit of the LORD. I believe I have inspired them best if they’re drawn to Christ rather to me.
Just recently, the world has crowned two Filipino icons for their achievements and contributions in their respective arena: Manny Pacquiao in sports and Efren Peñaflorida in education. More importantly, the Filipino people and the global community look up to them as heroes because they brought pride to the nation and inspire others. Pacquiao always acknowledges God in public in every fight he won. Peñaflorida unleashed the hero within himself through the “push-cart classroom” for the poor as he believed it is his calling. Perhaps they have become what God intended them to be. I wonder how their mind accepts the praises of people. I have nothing against them, but looking through the eyes of people who call them heroes, I can read a story that is reflected in Gideon’s time. The Israelites started to worship him after his victorious deliverance for them against their enemies. They’d no longer recognize God and He was taken out of place. These are my observations:
•The idea of looking for a hero is focused to the person himself not to God who enables the person.
•Our hunger for pride can make us proud rather than dependent on God.
•Inspiring others does not mean attracting toward oneself, but motivating them away to go beyond themselves for others.
Becoming what God intended me to be? I can say I’m on a journey. And in this journey, it would be best to learn from other people rather being alone like the Ermetanyo. And as Youth Pastor, I must be cautioned not to act like a hero to the young people, but a person who reflects the love of God and the image of Christ. It’s my job to let them learn that God is the reason for everything that I do. It’s not my might, not my power, but by the Spirit of the LORD. I believe I have inspired them best if they’re drawn to Christ rather to me.
Confident in His grace
"Watch me," he told them. "Follow my lead. When I get to the edge of the camp, do exactly as I do (Judges 7:17).
These words reflect the kind of leader Gideon was. He knew what to do. He modeled what he knew. And he asked the people to do what he modeled. And to sum up in one word, it’s about confidence. Gideon gained confidence despite of his doubts and series of testing God. He allowed Gideon to test Him for Gideon’s sake and to accomplish His plan for Israelites. For to God, He will do what it takes to empower whom he called to establish his purpose.
I’ve seen how faithful God is in my life. Whenever I’m off the course, He redirects me to his path. He is really patient with me not because I am the only person who can carry the task. But His love for me urges him to become patient. He could assign the task to someone else, yet despite of my shortcomings he purposely chose me so that at the end of the day, my life becomes the glory of his son Jesus. And if I become successful, I have nothing to be proud of. It’s because of his grace. It’s all about him.
These words reflect the kind of leader Gideon was. He knew what to do. He modeled what he knew. And he asked the people to do what he modeled. And to sum up in one word, it’s about confidence. Gideon gained confidence despite of his doubts and series of testing God. He allowed Gideon to test Him for Gideon’s sake and to accomplish His plan for Israelites. For to God, He will do what it takes to empower whom he called to establish his purpose.
I’ve seen how faithful God is in my life. Whenever I’m off the course, He redirects me to his path. He is really patient with me not because I am the only person who can carry the task. But His love for me urges him to become patient. He could assign the task to someone else, yet despite of my shortcomings he purposely chose me so that at the end of the day, my life becomes the glory of his son Jesus. And if I become successful, I have nothing to be proud of. It’s because of his grace. It’s all about him.
Rediscovering Myself
It’s been a while since I posted a blog to share my thoughts and experience. Silence was intentional. Doing nothing and thinking nothing. No written ideas. I am studying in a seminary, but I felt I learned nothing with what I am doing or by not doing anything. The reason being was that someone had pressed the button and it started to affect my leadership and ministry. I almost had given up. I was supposed to share, lead, and empower people; but I felt the need inside, looked for a leader who will guide me or someone who will empower me. Maybe there is a price for high position (James 1:9). But because of God’s love and grace, He used people to lift my spirit again. Despite what happened, I need to highlight the following discovery and lessons I’ve learned:
•I discovered that I am also vulnerable in spite of my strong-willed personality.
•I learned that besides being dependent upon God, I need somebody to rely on. The more I am becoming self-reliant the stronger I felt alone.
•I am also reminded that I cannot control the actions of other people but I can choose to control my reaction.
•I have a godly calling and I am the only person accountable to God about it.
I consider it a great privilege to rediscover myself, my purpose and my relationship to God and people. Maybe it is one of the benefits of my high position (or calling)- thus a reason to become more useful in God’s kingdom for his glory alone. Since today is my birthday, and many have shown their thoughtful love for me, it is the best time to continue my journey again.
•I discovered that I am also vulnerable in spite of my strong-willed personality.
•I learned that besides being dependent upon God, I need somebody to rely on. The more I am becoming self-reliant the stronger I felt alone.
•I am also reminded that I cannot control the actions of other people but I can choose to control my reaction.
•I have a godly calling and I am the only person accountable to God about it.
I consider it a great privilege to rediscover myself, my purpose and my relationship to God and people. Maybe it is one of the benefits of my high position (or calling)- thus a reason to become more useful in God’s kingdom for his glory alone. Since today is my birthday, and many have shown their thoughtful love for me, it is the best time to continue my journey again.
Survival of the fittest
Survival of the fittest
JOHN 15:1-17
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 23, 2009)
Remain in the vine (or in me)… remain in my words… remain in my love. Is this a pattern? For what? I am trying to figure out if these commands could point me into one thing. I couldn’t think of ways how am I going to progress in connecting these “remain” imperatives together. Until I see a progressive connection they resemble. Bear fruit (of the Spirit)… bear much fruit (to be his disciple)… bear fruit that will last (to be a disciple that disciples).
In his book The Principles of Biology (1864), Herbert Spencer implied “survival of the fittest” as the multiplication of the ‘fittest’, which he referred to those animals which are the most suited to their environment, i.e. those which are best fitted to survive. In conjunction, a disciple must be “fit to survive” (someone that multiplies). On the contrary, a disciple’s survival (or multiplication) must be dependent to Jesus, not striving on his own. In order to multiply a disciple, someone must be identified with Jesus as his disciple who bears the fruit of the Spirit. Yet only those who have entered a relationship with him had he given the fruit of the Spirit to them. In essence, the fruits of the Spirit are not those that we can produce ourselves but are those that God graciously gives as we are completely relying on him. This is the true disciple of Jesus, the one that glorifies his Father. Furthermore, he desires us to have a loving heart of Jesus. But this won’t move on if we don’t have the fruit of the spirit… love (Gal. 5:22). And a true disciple of Christ knows how to love and continuously loves people. Our love for other people will give us a passion for them. Our passion is to disciple them too and it will pass on from generation to generation. This is the only thing that will survive. This is our fruit that will last.
JOHN 15:1-17
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 23, 2009)
Remain in the vine (or in me)… remain in my words… remain in my love. Is this a pattern? For what? I am trying to figure out if these commands could point me into one thing. I couldn’t think of ways how am I going to progress in connecting these “remain” imperatives together. Until I see a progressive connection they resemble. Bear fruit (of the Spirit)… bear much fruit (to be his disciple)… bear fruit that will last (to be a disciple that disciples).
In his book The Principles of Biology (1864), Herbert Spencer implied “survival of the fittest” as the multiplication of the ‘fittest’, which he referred to those animals which are the most suited to their environment, i.e. those which are best fitted to survive. In conjunction, a disciple must be “fit to survive” (someone that multiplies). On the contrary, a disciple’s survival (or multiplication) must be dependent to Jesus, not striving on his own. In order to multiply a disciple, someone must be identified with Jesus as his disciple who bears the fruit of the Spirit. Yet only those who have entered a relationship with him had he given the fruit of the Spirit to them. In essence, the fruits of the Spirit are not those that we can produce ourselves but are those that God graciously gives as we are completely relying on him. This is the true disciple of Jesus, the one that glorifies his Father. Furthermore, he desires us to have a loving heart of Jesus. But this won’t move on if we don’t have the fruit of the spirit… love (Gal. 5:22). And a true disciple of Christ knows how to love and continuously loves people. Our love for other people will give us a passion for them. Our passion is to disciple them too and it will pass on from generation to generation. This is the only thing that will survive. This is our fruit that will last.
A call to become perfect, not perfectionist
MATTHEW 5
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 16, 2009)
Matthew chapter 5 starts with The Beatitudes, which at first glance we could find Jesus’ idea of being blessed as far beyond what I knew or perhaps some of us too. The sermon was addressed to rebuke the Pharisees whose idea of being blessed reflects their hypocrisies and to teach his audiences as what it means to be blessed heavenly. People at that time knew that the Pharisees are those who do “great things” as their act of righteousness, something to be regarded as great. While most of the people don’t see their intentions, Jesus knew the motives of their hearts (6:1) – the reason why he called them hypocrites! And for Jesus, to be blessed is to be “poor in spirit”, “like those who mourn”, meek, hungry, thirsty, merciful, pure in heart, peacemakers, insulted, or those who are neglected (or unseen) by the society, yet our Father in heaven sees them. It made me realized then, that even the greatest thing I could do for God could mean nothing if my intention is to be seen by men rather than to please God. Most pastors and other ministers who are leading people could be fallen to this trap. For this reason, Jesus’ astounding statement “to cut it off and throw it away” any parts of our body that causes us to sin, rather than our entire body being thrown into hell (5:30). He made a great emphasis on the value of the soul than the body. And as followers of Christ, we must begin by being the salt and the light of this world, which is advancing the kingdom of heaven here on earth.
The following sermons on this chapter address the crowd about relationships. Jesus begins with the phrase “you have heard…” to commend their understanding first, and then he corrects their truncated view after. Notice how Jesus value people and it gives me the idea that the more I value them, the more my “acts of righteousness” becomes valuable. The more I value them relationally, the more I am changed inwardly. This process of perfection is to emulate the image of the Father in heaven in the person of Jesus when he was on earth. I am called to become perfect, not to be perfectionist- whose motive can be detrimental to his soul.
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 16, 2009)
Matthew chapter 5 starts with The Beatitudes, which at first glance we could find Jesus’ idea of being blessed as far beyond what I knew or perhaps some of us too. The sermon was addressed to rebuke the Pharisees whose idea of being blessed reflects their hypocrisies and to teach his audiences as what it means to be blessed heavenly. People at that time knew that the Pharisees are those who do “great things” as their act of righteousness, something to be regarded as great. While most of the people don’t see their intentions, Jesus knew the motives of their hearts (6:1) – the reason why he called them hypocrites! And for Jesus, to be blessed is to be “poor in spirit”, “like those who mourn”, meek, hungry, thirsty, merciful, pure in heart, peacemakers, insulted, or those who are neglected (or unseen) by the society, yet our Father in heaven sees them. It made me realized then, that even the greatest thing I could do for God could mean nothing if my intention is to be seen by men rather than to please God. Most pastors and other ministers who are leading people could be fallen to this trap. For this reason, Jesus’ astounding statement “to cut it off and throw it away” any parts of our body that causes us to sin, rather than our entire body being thrown into hell (5:30). He made a great emphasis on the value of the soul than the body. And as followers of Christ, we must begin by being the salt and the light of this world, which is advancing the kingdom of heaven here on earth.
The following sermons on this chapter address the crowd about relationships. Jesus begins with the phrase “you have heard…” to commend their understanding first, and then he corrects their truncated view after. Notice how Jesus value people and it gives me the idea that the more I value them, the more my “acts of righteousness” becomes valuable. The more I value them relationally, the more I am changed inwardly. This process of perfection is to emulate the image of the Father in heaven in the person of Jesus when he was on earth. I am called to become perfect, not to be perfectionist- whose motive can be detrimental to his soul.
Hardening Pharaoh’s heart and Hard labor for Israelites
EXODUS 5
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 2, 2009)
Who would have the guts to face the powerful man of the land in order to speak about whom they represent? If Moses and Aaron were threatened to do the bizarre thing of speaking to Pharaoh about their own terms, then who else would? But Moses and Aaron knew whom they came about, and they represent the LORD- the God of their fathers, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Moses told the king to set the Israelites free for three days so they could worship their God. Moses threatened the Pharaoh that if he did not listen to him, God will destroy and kill them (v.3). It was an insult to the Egyptian king and his kingdom. So God hardened the Pharaoh’s heart. And the conversation had resulted to the oppression of Israelites by making bricks without a straw, while quota did not change. The Israelites complained to Moses. But God intended to harden Pharaoh’s heart, not for the Israelites to suffer for a hard labor, but to display his power on both camps: the Pharaoh who did not fear God and the Hebrews who did not trust God. Our approach to the word of God is an attitude test.
Sometimes, we approach the Word like an insult, so we acted like Pharaoh, pointing to others instead of looking inside our hearts. We put the blame to other people for all the wrong in us, instead of surrendering to God. This is the attitude of arrogance. In some case, we approach the Word by complaining, so we acted like the Israelites, questioning God what is happening instead of trusting him with what is going on. This is the attitude of doubt. We may have different approach or ways of acceptance to his words, but God has only one purpose why sent it, that is, to change our attitude towards him. After all, this brings glory to his wonderful name.
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on July 2, 2009)
Who would have the guts to face the powerful man of the land in order to speak about whom they represent? If Moses and Aaron were threatened to do the bizarre thing of speaking to Pharaoh about their own terms, then who else would? But Moses and Aaron knew whom they came about, and they represent the LORD- the God of their fathers, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Moses told the king to set the Israelites free for three days so they could worship their God. Moses threatened the Pharaoh that if he did not listen to him, God will destroy and kill them (v.3). It was an insult to the Egyptian king and his kingdom. So God hardened the Pharaoh’s heart. And the conversation had resulted to the oppression of Israelites by making bricks without a straw, while quota did not change. The Israelites complained to Moses. But God intended to harden Pharaoh’s heart, not for the Israelites to suffer for a hard labor, but to display his power on both camps: the Pharaoh who did not fear God and the Hebrews who did not trust God. Our approach to the word of God is an attitude test.
Sometimes, we approach the Word like an insult, so we acted like Pharaoh, pointing to others instead of looking inside our hearts. We put the blame to other people for all the wrong in us, instead of surrendering to God. This is the attitude of arrogance. In some case, we approach the Word by complaining, so we acted like the Israelites, questioning God what is happening instead of trusting him with what is going on. This is the attitude of doubt. We may have different approach or ways of acceptance to his words, but God has only one purpose why sent it, that is, to change our attitude towards him. After all, this brings glory to his wonderful name.
Going back to the Garden
GENESIS: Chapters 1-12
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on June 25, 2009)
The book of Genesis opens its narrative nature by telling us the history of Creation, how through God’s spoken word the earth’s “form” came into existence (Chapter 1). It continued until the earth is filled with living and non-living creatures, to which God found it good. Later, we will see the unique creation of man (2:7) and how his original nature was conceived by God (1:26-27). I’ve noticed the familiar narrative statement “And God said… and it was so.” which shows how powerful His words are, that He purposely shows His glory through His spoken words, which will bring to Him pleasure in return. That includes His original concept of man which He created in His own image. That’s includes me and the rest of humanity. As history unfolds, the fall of man changes the plot from being naïve of sin to being ambitious that would create the definition of the word “sin” as doing what is not right (4:7). Indeed they gained knowledge of good and evil, which God didn’t want them to have. All what God wanted was the man’s complete dependence to him, like the one who knows nothing except listening to the voice of God. The fall of man broke the bond of closed relationship between God and man. The intimacy gradually diminishes as they are constantly moving away from the presence of God which started from their eviction from the Garden to the east side of Eden to the land of Nod. They became more corrupt and proud, leaving God the option to wipe them out through waters (Chapter 6) and to confuse them through different languages that they may scatter over the earth (11:8). In spite of man’s wickedness, God has redemptive plan to show his very nature of love, mercy, faithfulness, and forgiveness. Learning from the history of God’s judgment, men began to call on the name of the Lord (4:26b), contrary to the scene in the Garden where it was God who calls them. Men have to seek for God now, not that God is hidden somewhere, but we are blinded by our transgression causing us to go elsewhere. Thus, I will close this paper by this prayer:
Lord, make me naïve of sin and bring me back to my original state- one who hears only your voice and does not try to raise mine before you. Create in me the image of your son Jesus Christ, restore your glory in me and make my life become a living and pleasing aroma before you. Teach us to become humble, remove the divisive spirit of pride in our church and remind us of your enduring love, your amazing grace and your free gift of salvation through your son Jesus Christ, Amen.
(Introduction to the Bible/Reflection Paper/Submitted on June 25, 2009)
The book of Genesis opens its narrative nature by telling us the history of Creation, how through God’s spoken word the earth’s “form” came into existence (Chapter 1). It continued until the earth is filled with living and non-living creatures, to which God found it good. Later, we will see the unique creation of man (2:7) and how his original nature was conceived by God (1:26-27). I’ve noticed the familiar narrative statement “And God said… and it was so.” which shows how powerful His words are, that He purposely shows His glory through His spoken words, which will bring to Him pleasure in return. That includes His original concept of man which He created in His own image. That’s includes me and the rest of humanity. As history unfolds, the fall of man changes the plot from being naïve of sin to being ambitious that would create the definition of the word “sin” as doing what is not right (4:7). Indeed they gained knowledge of good and evil, which God didn’t want them to have. All what God wanted was the man’s complete dependence to him, like the one who knows nothing except listening to the voice of God. The fall of man broke the bond of closed relationship between God and man. The intimacy gradually diminishes as they are constantly moving away from the presence of God which started from their eviction from the Garden to the east side of Eden to the land of Nod. They became more corrupt and proud, leaving God the option to wipe them out through waters (Chapter 6) and to confuse them through different languages that they may scatter over the earth (11:8). In spite of man’s wickedness, God has redemptive plan to show his very nature of love, mercy, faithfulness, and forgiveness. Learning from the history of God’s judgment, men began to call on the name of the Lord (4:26b), contrary to the scene in the Garden where it was God who calls them. Men have to seek for God now, not that God is hidden somewhere, but we are blinded by our transgression causing us to go elsewhere. Thus, I will close this paper by this prayer:
Lord, make me naïve of sin and bring me back to my original state- one who hears only your voice and does not try to raise mine before you. Create in me the image of your son Jesus Christ, restore your glory in me and make my life become a living and pleasing aroma before you. Teach us to become humble, remove the divisive spirit of pride in our church and remind us of your enduring love, your amazing grace and your free gift of salvation through your son Jesus Christ, Amen.
God’s story in me
I am the Youth Director of Praise Assembly Church, in Kaunlaran Village, Navotas City. And I gave up my life to follow Jesus to lead the youth in their pursuit of God, to train youth leaders and to facilitate a young adults’ small group ministry. But allow me to walk you through my story how I arrived at this position, something not to be proud of, but to be thankful for.
A persuasive argument
I grew up and finished my high school in San Jose, Occidental Mindoro. I was recognized as the Best in Mathematics and honored Salutatorian, the second highest award of the batch 1997 of Occidental Mindoro National College (OMNC). And it gave me the clue to pursue Engineering course in college. I got saved and accepted Jesus Christ during those years. Because my parents could not afford to send me to any university in Manila, they told me to stay in the province and pursue my college education in that same prestigious state college where I graduated high school. However, there was no Engineering course offered at OMNC and even in other colleges in the entire province then. I could not accept that real life situation and I did not want to take any course but engineering. I did not give up and I had to find a way to pursue my dream. I learned that the honor I received as Salutatorian was the passport to a university education. I could get an automatic scholarship in any university. Guided by this hope, I persuaded my parents to send me to Manila. I saw the face of hesitation and frustration. Hesitant because they and I knew that even I could get the free tuition, the next problem was their sustaining financial capacity for my studies. They were also frustrated because they saw that never will I give up for my dreams. Finally, by faith, they gave in to my argument.
Through the valley
Indeed, I enrolled in BSECE (Electronics and Communications Engineering) program in University of the East, in Caloocan City. I lived in a dormitory and it was a life on my own. It was the first time to live away from my family, but it was also the time when I learned to draw near to God. I finished the one-year scholarship grant. On April 1998, while I was spending a summer vacation in Mindoro, we learned that our father lost his job. His employer terminated him without due process. The family decided to migrate to Manila to file a legal action against our father’s employer. It was not only a battle for food; it was also a battle for pride (dignity). We rented a small-dark-dirty room of one bed and put a long woody chair on the side so we could sleep together. I was forced to stop for a while and look for a job to help my family and ended up as salesman- whose income depends on personal sales. It was the lowest point of our lives but because the family decided to hold on to God, He lifted up our spirit. The hearing continued until he got reinstated by his employer in 1999. Indeed God’s faithfulness and love sustained us and his justice and mercy comforted us. Though our room (not house) had no window at all, God opened up the windows of heaven so he could shine his light upon us.
A glimpse of triumph
So then I returned to the university as sophomore- a year behind my batch class, and took a part-time job as fast-food crew. After a year, I became full-time student and I stopped taking part-time job in order to focus on my studies. In 2001, God brought us to Praise Assembly Church. Not long after, I started serving the Lord as backup singer in our worship team. Then I became Youth President, for two years while still part of the worship team and studying. In 2003, I finished my bachelor’s degree and passed the board examination. God has been gracious for giving me the knowledge and wisdom, not that I deserve it but because he wants to accomplish his purpose in my life.
The irony of life
I finished my education as engineer, but I ended in my profession as teacher. I was hired as Mathematics and IT Instructor. Isn’t ironic? Yes it is. I realized it is one of God’s ways to call people. In fact, God uses the humble to shame proud, and the simple to shame the wise. Again, it is not because that I am humble and simple; but because God is sovereign and powerful. God has blessed us with a small property, where could build descent home to live. His promotion seems to be “slowly”, but it is “surely”. Then I was given the chance to facilitate a Sunday School class. On November 2006, our father passed away. Two months after, my eldest brother got married. And I felt the burden to sustain our family. September 2007, I was elected and became the first youngest member of the Board of Deacon. The Board appointed me as Youth Director in the absence of a Youth Pastor, and then I began to struggle between my personal ambition and God’s direction over me. I clearly sensed his preparation, but I deliberately ignored it, thinking of the responsibility to support my family. On April 28, 2008, I resigned from teaching profession, the next day I started a new career as Premastering Engineer. It was my preparation so I could apply for a job abroad. January 2009, I decided to quit from my ministry by the end of the year so I could leave the country by 2010. I already planned out to tell my pastor and the Board of my decision when June 2009 comes. Despite of being certain of what I’m going to do, I struggled deeply.
The liberating decision
On May 12-15, 2009, during the National Convergence for Youth Mobilization in Cebu, I was caught up in the presence of God. He reminded me of his plan, how he prepared me for this. He showed the face of young people. He instilled his passion in my heart. Then I find myself crying over and over again. So I decided to pursue his direction over my personal ambition. After Cebu, He brought me to Asia-Pacific Theological Seminary (APTS), in Baguio to be trained under Asian Institute of Youth Studies- a crash course for youth ministers on May 19-29, 2009. When I went back to Manila, something had changed. Instead of telling our church leaders of my decision to leave my ministry, what I told them was God’s leading me to a seminary degree to be better equipped as youth minister- as Youth Pastor.
When I looked back to where I have been, I am compelled to tell you that this story is not my story, but the story of God in me. He chose to tell it through a person whose name is Jilmer Cariaga.
The story continues…
I am currently enrolled at Asian Theological Seminary (ATS) in Quezon City under the program Master Arts in Theology. However, seminary education is very expensive (P1850/per unit), and I was just blessed to be accepted on the basis of my promissory note. But I’ve seen how God sustained me and provided everything I need. So I enrolled with complete dependence to him and trusting that he will pay for my bill. Yet on this ground, he uses people who share the same passion with me. He could even use you, to accomplish his plan for me. I am praying for sponsors- who could be my financial and spiritual partners.
These are options how you can be my partner:
A. Prayer for sponsors; or
B. Be the sponsor.
Should you choose option (B), then you can decide from the following categories how you can be my sponsor:
1. One-time sponsor
As one-time sponsor, you can pledge any amount to pay my most immediate need:
• 1st Installment P 7,757.50 Due on August 15, 2009
• 2nd Installment P 3,967.50 Due on September 15, 2009
• Plus books and other materials
2. Semester-sponsor
As semester-sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor my tuition fee for a particular semester. For example, you pledged to sponsor for the 2nd Semester 2009-2010, then I will only be looking for sponsors for the remaining semesters and for my thesis writing expenses.
3. Program-sponsor
As program sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor the entire non-thesis academic program. If so, then I will only be looking for my thesis writing sponsors.
4. Thesis-sponsor
As thesis sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor my thesis writing expenses during the allotted writing period. If so, I will only be looking for sponsors for my non-thesis academic program expenses.
Should you commit to sponsor my seminary education, my commitment is to pray the prayer of blessings and protection for you, your family, your job or business every day. Below are my contact information. Thank you very much. God’s blessing and peace be with you.
Your brother,
JILMER A. CARIAGA
Servant of Christ
CONTACT DETAILS:
Mobile: +63928.2474991 / +63923.8189500
Home No. (+632) 9802260
Home Address: Lot 19, Blk 27, Hernandez St., Catmon, Malabon City
Email Address: jilmerc@yahoo.com / jilmerc@gmail.com
Website: http://revealedview.blogspot.com
PRAISE ASSEMBLY CHURCH
Dalagang Bukit St. cor. Lapu-lapu Ave.
Kaunlaran Village, Navotas City
Telephone: (+632) 3824339
Website: http://pac-k.blogspot.com
A persuasive argument
I grew up and finished my high school in San Jose, Occidental Mindoro. I was recognized as the Best in Mathematics and honored Salutatorian, the second highest award of the batch 1997 of Occidental Mindoro National College (OMNC). And it gave me the clue to pursue Engineering course in college. I got saved and accepted Jesus Christ during those years. Because my parents could not afford to send me to any university in Manila, they told me to stay in the province and pursue my college education in that same prestigious state college where I graduated high school. However, there was no Engineering course offered at OMNC and even in other colleges in the entire province then. I could not accept that real life situation and I did not want to take any course but engineering. I did not give up and I had to find a way to pursue my dream. I learned that the honor I received as Salutatorian was the passport to a university education. I could get an automatic scholarship in any university. Guided by this hope, I persuaded my parents to send me to Manila. I saw the face of hesitation and frustration. Hesitant because they and I knew that even I could get the free tuition, the next problem was their sustaining financial capacity for my studies. They were also frustrated because they saw that never will I give up for my dreams. Finally, by faith, they gave in to my argument.
Through the valley
Indeed, I enrolled in BSECE (Electronics and Communications Engineering) program in University of the East, in Caloocan City. I lived in a dormitory and it was a life on my own. It was the first time to live away from my family, but it was also the time when I learned to draw near to God. I finished the one-year scholarship grant. On April 1998, while I was spending a summer vacation in Mindoro, we learned that our father lost his job. His employer terminated him without due process. The family decided to migrate to Manila to file a legal action against our father’s employer. It was not only a battle for food; it was also a battle for pride (dignity). We rented a small-dark-dirty room of one bed and put a long woody chair on the side so we could sleep together. I was forced to stop for a while and look for a job to help my family and ended up as salesman- whose income depends on personal sales. It was the lowest point of our lives but because the family decided to hold on to God, He lifted up our spirit. The hearing continued until he got reinstated by his employer in 1999. Indeed God’s faithfulness and love sustained us and his justice and mercy comforted us. Though our room (not house) had no window at all, God opened up the windows of heaven so he could shine his light upon us.
A glimpse of triumph
So then I returned to the university as sophomore- a year behind my batch class, and took a part-time job as fast-food crew. After a year, I became full-time student and I stopped taking part-time job in order to focus on my studies. In 2001, God brought us to Praise Assembly Church. Not long after, I started serving the Lord as backup singer in our worship team. Then I became Youth President, for two years while still part of the worship team and studying. In 2003, I finished my bachelor’s degree and passed the board examination. God has been gracious for giving me the knowledge and wisdom, not that I deserve it but because he wants to accomplish his purpose in my life.
The irony of life
I finished my education as engineer, but I ended in my profession as teacher. I was hired as Mathematics and IT Instructor. Isn’t ironic? Yes it is. I realized it is one of God’s ways to call people. In fact, God uses the humble to shame proud, and the simple to shame the wise. Again, it is not because that I am humble and simple; but because God is sovereign and powerful. God has blessed us with a small property, where could build descent home to live. His promotion seems to be “slowly”, but it is “surely”. Then I was given the chance to facilitate a Sunday School class. On November 2006, our father passed away. Two months after, my eldest brother got married. And I felt the burden to sustain our family. September 2007, I was elected and became the first youngest member of the Board of Deacon. The Board appointed me as Youth Director in the absence of a Youth Pastor, and then I began to struggle between my personal ambition and God’s direction over me. I clearly sensed his preparation, but I deliberately ignored it, thinking of the responsibility to support my family. On April 28, 2008, I resigned from teaching profession, the next day I started a new career as Premastering Engineer. It was my preparation so I could apply for a job abroad. January 2009, I decided to quit from my ministry by the end of the year so I could leave the country by 2010. I already planned out to tell my pastor and the Board of my decision when June 2009 comes. Despite of being certain of what I’m going to do, I struggled deeply.
The liberating decision
On May 12-15, 2009, during the National Convergence for Youth Mobilization in Cebu, I was caught up in the presence of God. He reminded me of his plan, how he prepared me for this. He showed the face of young people. He instilled his passion in my heart. Then I find myself crying over and over again. So I decided to pursue his direction over my personal ambition. After Cebu, He brought me to Asia-Pacific Theological Seminary (APTS), in Baguio to be trained under Asian Institute of Youth Studies- a crash course for youth ministers on May 19-29, 2009. When I went back to Manila, something had changed. Instead of telling our church leaders of my decision to leave my ministry, what I told them was God’s leading me to a seminary degree to be better equipped as youth minister- as Youth Pastor.
When I looked back to where I have been, I am compelled to tell you that this story is not my story, but the story of God in me. He chose to tell it through a person whose name is Jilmer Cariaga.
The story continues…
I am currently enrolled at Asian Theological Seminary (ATS) in Quezon City under the program Master Arts in Theology. However, seminary education is very expensive (P1850/per unit), and I was just blessed to be accepted on the basis of my promissory note. But I’ve seen how God sustained me and provided everything I need. So I enrolled with complete dependence to him and trusting that he will pay for my bill. Yet on this ground, he uses people who share the same passion with me. He could even use you, to accomplish his plan for me. I am praying for sponsors- who could be my financial and spiritual partners.
These are options how you can be my partner:
A. Prayer for sponsors; or
B. Be the sponsor.
Should you choose option (B), then you can decide from the following categories how you can be my sponsor:
1. One-time sponsor
As one-time sponsor, you can pledge any amount to pay my most immediate need:
• 1st Installment P 7,757.50 Due on August 15, 2009
• 2nd Installment P 3,967.50 Due on September 15, 2009
• Plus books and other materials
2. Semester-sponsor
As semester-sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor my tuition fee for a particular semester. For example, you pledged to sponsor for the 2nd Semester 2009-2010, then I will only be looking for sponsors for the remaining semesters and for my thesis writing expenses.
3. Program-sponsor
As program sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor the entire non-thesis academic program. If so, then I will only be looking for my thesis writing sponsors.
4. Thesis-sponsor
As thesis sponsor, you can pledge to sponsor my thesis writing expenses during the allotted writing period. If so, I will only be looking for sponsors for my non-thesis academic program expenses.
Should you commit to sponsor my seminary education, my commitment is to pray the prayer of blessings and protection for you, your family, your job or business every day. Below are my contact information. Thank you very much. God’s blessing and peace be with you.
Your brother,
JILMER A. CARIAGA
Servant of Christ
CONTACT DETAILS:
Mobile: +63928.2474991 / +63923.8189500
Home No. (+632) 9802260
Home Address: Lot 19, Blk 27, Hernandez St., Catmon, Malabon City
Email Address: jilmerc@yahoo.com / jilmerc@gmail.com
Website: http://revealedview.blogspot.com
PRAISE ASSEMBLY CHURCH
Dalagang Bukit St. cor. Lapu-lapu Ave.
Kaunlaran Village, Navotas City
Telephone: (+632) 3824339
Website: http://pac-k.blogspot.com
Psalm 23 (The Jilmer Cariaga version)
The Lord is my Shepherd, he pours out his sufficient provision.
He puts me in a better position; he gives me peace,
he reminds me of his complete pardon. He directs me better than excellent pilot.
In a difficult situation, it seems to be panic-free.
He protects me when I am in danger; he gives me power to overcome evil.
I am secure in his presence and I will remain in his palm forever.
He puts me in a better position; he gives me peace,
he reminds me of his complete pardon. He directs me better than excellent pilot.
In a difficult situation, it seems to be panic-free.
He protects me when I am in danger; he gives me power to overcome evil.
I am secure in his presence and I will remain in his palm forever.
Unintentional Hurts, Unexpected Grace
I was at EDSA-Kamuning this afternoon waiting for a bus on my way back home. Trying to catch for a ride, a man in front of me accidently hit my left chest by his elbow. It definitely was upsetting. I would have the option to scold the man, but I didn’t say a word. On board, due to rush hour the bus is fully occupied, and I was one of the standing passengers. Unfortunately, I unintentionally hit the woman’s head by my elbow. I apologize right away. This woman like me would have the right to scold me but she just kept quiet. I was hoping she’s also a Christian. I realized how this unintentional hurt can be turned into unexpected grace. Thinking through what happened; it came to my mind Jesus’ command “Love your neighbor as yourself”. If I may re-phrase it, it may be stated this way: If somebody could hurt me, I could also hurt anybody. Seeing “myself” first changes the I way see others. If God’s been gracious to me, why can’t I be to others?
God’s way of choosing a leader
1 Samuel Chapters 9 & 10
This is how God had chosen Saul to become the leader of his nation Israel.
You can also identify yourself with him when God called you to serve as leader.
1.Character Selection - Saul is impressively unique man (9:2).
You are called to lead because God has found you uniquely different from the rest. He is impressed by your character and potential.
2.Divine Revelation - God reveals Saul’s calling through Samuel (9:15-16).
God uses godly people to confirm your calling.
3.Anointing - Samuel pours out oil on Saul’s head (10:1).
This indicates that God indeed has chosen you to become a leader.
4.Circumstantial Affirmation – the meeting of Samuel and Saul is not coincidental but incidental.
The following incidents were revealed by Samuel to Saul prior to the happening.
4.1Restoration - donkeys were found (10:2)
Did God solve your problem?
4.2Acceptance – three men offered gifts to Saul (10:3-4)
Were the people happy of your leadership calling?
4.3Celebration – Saul met the procession of prophets (10:5)
Did the people rejoice for your leadership?
4.4Empowerment – Saul prophesied (10:6)
Has the power of the Spirit come upon you?
5.Consecration – Saul is offered to God (10:8).
Though ceremonial, but this is important part to proclaim your leadership.
6.Transformation – God changed Saul’s heart (10:9).
This will enable you to do what God wants not yours.
This is how God had chosen Saul to become the leader of his nation Israel.
You can also identify yourself with him when God called you to serve as leader.
1.Character Selection - Saul is impressively unique man (9:2).
You are called to lead because God has found you uniquely different from the rest. He is impressed by your character and potential.
2.Divine Revelation - God reveals Saul’s calling through Samuel (9:15-16).
God uses godly people to confirm your calling.
3.Anointing - Samuel pours out oil on Saul’s head (10:1).
This indicates that God indeed has chosen you to become a leader.
4.Circumstantial Affirmation – the meeting of Samuel and Saul is not coincidental but incidental.
The following incidents were revealed by Samuel to Saul prior to the happening.
4.1Restoration - donkeys were found (10:2)
Did God solve your problem?
4.2Acceptance – three men offered gifts to Saul (10:3-4)
Were the people happy of your leadership calling?
4.3Celebration – Saul met the procession of prophets (10:5)
Did the people rejoice for your leadership?
4.4Empowerment – Saul prophesied (10:6)
Has the power of the Spirit come upon you?
5.Consecration – Saul is offered to God (10:8).
Though ceremonial, but this is important part to proclaim your leadership.
6.Transformation – God changed Saul’s heart (10:9).
This will enable you to do what God wants not yours.
The Leadership Cartesian
As leaders, every day looks like a fight and our leadership post appears to be a battlefield. Every circumstance we face and every decision we make is either emotionally overwhelming or exhausting. In either state, both result to physical drain. Should we lose in the first fight, the worst thing we could do is to mourn for our defeat. Every leader knew that the fight is not ended by the first defeat. There is a subsequent game of restitution. However, when we are always on the losing side, our leadership post is at stake. Thus, no leader would voluntarily occupy that seat. I personally believe that when God anoints a leader the smell of his victory is upon his reach. However, this very victory could also make or break our leadership, so we need to watch out for our attitude. The panorama could be taken from the glimpse of Saul’s leadership as the first king of Israel. His preliminary successful attacks on enemies had driven him to become impulsive (1 Sam. 13:13) which resulted to rebellion against God. His arrogance (1 Sam. 15:23) has led him to a life of bitterness (1 Sam. 14:52) taking the battle as his own (1 Sam. 14:24). He is now focused on “annihilation of enemies” instead on “submission to God”, putting his troops into a possible defeat and jeopardizing his son Jonathan.
Just like Saul, our leadership is affected in four directions. It can be illustrated on a Cartesian plane. Our position at the center indicates (origin) that our leadership is affected by God, our family, other people and our enemies. God (+y) has sovereign power over us. A good leader always seeks for divine wisdom before making a decision. Our family (+x) serves as our support system as we lead others (-y) under our authority in their walk with Christ. However, no matter what we do to avoid them, we will always have enemies (-x) left. They also affect our leadership, one way or another. Our greatest enemy could be ourselves.
Indeed, we must always obey God’s direction, carefully examine our decision, and bring our success below our head because the consequences could be greater than the result we expected.
Just like Saul, our leadership is affected in four directions. It can be illustrated on a Cartesian plane. Our position at the center indicates (origin) that our leadership is affected by God, our family, other people and our enemies. God (+y) has sovereign power over us. A good leader always seeks for divine wisdom before making a decision. Our family (+x) serves as our support system as we lead others (-y) under our authority in their walk with Christ. However, no matter what we do to avoid them, we will always have enemies (-x) left. They also affect our leadership, one way or another. Our greatest enemy could be ourselves.
Indeed, we must always obey God’s direction, carefully examine our decision, and bring our success below our head because the consequences could be greater than the result we expected.
Giving in despite losing out
Saul got the highest seat because of the Israelites clamor to Samuel to have a king just like other nations, particularly their enemies
(1 Samuel 8:5). I am amazed despite it wrecked God’s heart, he allowed Samuel to give in to their battle cry(1 Samuel 8:7). He even changed Saul’s heart to make him fit for the position(1 Samuel 10:9). But something tells me, that when God gave in to something despite it was painful to him, doesn’t mean he has lost his argument. Rather we must be cautioned of the possible consequences (1 Samuel 8:9) because all he wanted is to accomplish his purposes for us. Look at what happened to the Israelites. They rise and fall as their king rises and falls before God’s eyes. They could have a peaceful, abundant and secure lives had they not asked for another king - who could abuse his power and authority over men
(1 Samuel 8:10-18).
How much are we willing to loose in order to give in to God? Or, are we still fighting against him in spite of the love he gave us through his son Jesus?
(1 Samuel 8:5). I am amazed despite it wrecked God’s heart, he allowed Samuel to give in to their battle cry(1 Samuel 8:7). He even changed Saul’s heart to make him fit for the position(1 Samuel 10:9). But something tells me, that when God gave in to something despite it was painful to him, doesn’t mean he has lost his argument. Rather we must be cautioned of the possible consequences (1 Samuel 8:9) because all he wanted is to accomplish his purposes for us. Look at what happened to the Israelites. They rise and fall as their king rises and falls before God’s eyes. They could have a peaceful, abundant and secure lives had they not asked for another king - who could abuse his power and authority over men
(1 Samuel 8:10-18).
How much are we willing to loose in order to give in to God? Or, are we still fighting against him in spite of the love he gave us through his son Jesus?
A Never Ending Debt
I’ve been so anxious how to repay the amount I borrowed from a certain individual. And as I kept on thinking how I will overcome this trap, there is one thing I am neglecting. Aware of my obligation to repay the credit, but I have no idea that there is still one that I owe constantly. Though I’m trying to follow the law of the land, I maybe am overlooking the decree of the Lord. Paul says; Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love another, for who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law (Ro. 13:8). It is apparent that any debt must be paid up to the last account. It is also right to think that every time we forget to love our neighbor, there is still more to catch up the next time around.
Jesus regarded “loving our neighbor” as the second greatest commandment (Mark 12:30-31), while Paul compares it to a debt to remind us that we need to repay. Jesus gave the law while Paul explains the law. They have a common hope that we fulfill the law in our lifetime. It accomplishes God’s purpose for us-become a loving person like God who lavishly showed his love for us through his One and Only Son, Jesus Christ and paid the debt of our sins so we can be free from its bondage.
Jesus regarded “loving our neighbor” as the second greatest commandment (Mark 12:30-31), while Paul compares it to a debt to remind us that we need to repay. Jesus gave the law while Paul explains the law. They have a common hope that we fulfill the law in our lifetime. It accomplishes God’s purpose for us-become a loving person like God who lavishly showed his love for us through his One and Only Son, Jesus Christ and paid the debt of our sins so we can be free from its bondage.
Why First Impression Lasts?
Nobody is excused from being misunderstood by somebody. Perhaps you have been through to it, just recently. We could honestly say that our Christian walk is also misinterpreted though we're trying to live the character of Christ. Did you know the reason behind the misconception of you? Why these people keep on tagging you of such impression despite of trying to change your image? Studying Joshua 22:10-34 made me realize the following key principles:
1. We are misunderstood because of historical accounts involving us.
2. We are misunderstood because of legalistic (self-centered) point of view of others toward our actions.
3. We are misunderstood in our rightful intention that is wrongly communicated to them.
4. We can still leave a good mark, despite being misunderstood.
Acts 22:15 says, “You will be his (Christ) witness to all men of what you have seen and heard”. As followers of Christ, we no longer reflect our own image, but Christ’s. We should carry the name and character of Christ, thus making us his witnesses—who testify to the world the true image of Christ that is upon us. Let's continue living this challenge of being a true witness who gives honest testimony (Prov. 12:17) and does not deceive (Prov. 14:5) but saves lives (Prov. 14;25).
1. We are misunderstood because of historical accounts involving us.
2. We are misunderstood because of legalistic (self-centered) point of view of others toward our actions.
3. We are misunderstood in our rightful intention that is wrongly communicated to them.
4. We can still leave a good mark, despite being misunderstood.
Acts 22:15 says, “You will be his (Christ) witness to all men of what you have seen and heard”. As followers of Christ, we no longer reflect our own image, but Christ’s. We should carry the name and character of Christ, thus making us his witnesses—who testify to the world the true image of Christ that is upon us. Let's continue living this challenge of being a true witness who gives honest testimony (Prov. 12:17) and does not deceive (Prov. 14:5) but saves lives (Prov. 14;25).
When You Think You're Worth Nothing...
As much as i would want to discuss this particular topic, I opted not so you can discover it yourself through self-realization and God's revelation. I would suggest you read Ephesians Chapter 1, here it says what God has done for you. Find the big picture. Who you are in Christ--- your position.Having that great position comes with great responsibilities (study Chapter 2). It's not too late to learn!
All I can say is you are worth the blood of Christ.
All I can say is you are worth the blood of Christ.
Feeling Alone?
These are the key principles I've learned when I'm trapped to this feeling. I've shared them with my small group of young adults just recently:
1. Realize that God knows it’s a lonely feeling being alone.
2. Recognize that we need the help of others.
3. Remember that God will be our eternal companion.
4. Revere God even in your dark moment.
Remember this,
1 Peter 5:7 (CEV)
God cares for you, so turn all your worries over to him.
1. Realize that God knows it’s a lonely feeling being alone.
2. Recognize that we need the help of others.
3. Remember that God will be our eternal companion.
4. Revere God even in your dark moment.
Remember this,
1 Peter 5:7 (CEV)
God cares for you, so turn all your worries over to him.
Feeling Left Alone?
I’m always trapped to this egocentric feeling of being left alone most of the time. This feeling is not uncommon to all leaders like me, who honestly invest their time, effort, energy and resources in order to lead people. It’s an uneasy feeling that nobody wanted to follow you, or nobody accomplished anything. It’s like total silence in a crowded place, what is really going on here?
As I reflect on how Moses comforts Joshua in Deuteronomy 31:8 “The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged”, I remember two persons who have been like a Moses to me: Patrick Tan and Albert Maglasang. They’re always around to lift my spirit and comfort me in those troubled moments. Thanks to both of you. Most of all, they would encourage me to run to our eternal refuge- Lord Jesus Christ (Psalm 46:1).
Our God would not cause anything to discourage us but it’s always the work of Holy Spirit to comfort us. As I lean my trust on Him, the anxious feeling is replaced by confidence of victory. The success of my plan depends on how much time I spend of the floor. After all, I am just His servant, died on myself and living in Him and for others.
Can you still see God’s glory amidst your desperate situation?
As I reflect on how Moses comforts Joshua in Deuteronomy 31:8 “The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged”, I remember two persons who have been like a Moses to me: Patrick Tan and Albert Maglasang. They’re always around to lift my spirit and comfort me in those troubled moments. Thanks to both of you. Most of all, they would encourage me to run to our eternal refuge- Lord Jesus Christ (Psalm 46:1).
Our God would not cause anything to discourage us but it’s always the work of Holy Spirit to comfort us. As I lean my trust on Him, the anxious feeling is replaced by confidence of victory. The success of my plan depends on how much time I spend of the floor. After all, I am just His servant, died on myself and living in Him and for others.
Can you still see God’s glory amidst your desperate situation?
When You Can't Stand It Anymore...
Have you ever seen an injustice, or the worst, ever experienced it? Or have you ever felt like taking an action in whatsoever you have experienced or seen, or did nothing at all? Many times in our lives we felt unsatisfied with what's going on, in our family, in our community, in our church, in our workplace, in our country or to the whole world. Less that we care on what's really going with our lives. We even blame others and setting apart ourselves from the problem. But do we really know why such things happen and when we say, "it's unfair!"? Have we ever tried to do to make it fair?
Our life is like the pieces of a puzzle, like a pixel of an image, which totally constitute to the promise of a big picture or a clear image of an object when combined together. You've maybe suffered injustice, committed a crime, passing through a beggar, robbed of your cellphone, gossiped about, belong to a dysfunctional family, abused, put in shame, name it! Certainly, it wrecks your heart and maybe until now. The Bible says about them in Romans 8:28, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." There it goes! It works for our own good only if we love him (God) and we understand why we were created by him (purpose)! It is always a common belief that the ways of God is always good, however we missed out some words, it works for our own good! I don't mean to mislead you that the will of God is bad. It is always good! And its even beyond our own understanding! (Deut. 29:29). Everyone wants good things happen into his life. But life proves that it's not perfect, it's not always good, it's sometimes bad or worst. Our right relationship with God will help us see life in a different perspective. In fact, our spiritual maturity reflects in all aspects of our life. It shows how well do we know God when it comes to managing our finances, commitment, relationships with people, our integrity, resolving conflict, approaching problems and coping up with pain.
How do you respond? After all, it's your choice on how to deal with these sufferings in order to survive. Will you say I can't stand it anymore, God use me mightily for your name's glory. Will you come to the Lord deeply broken and in total surrender so he can reveal the wisdom behind your pain? Your decision is still your choice. Will you continue standing by, or can't you stand it anymore?
Our life is like the pieces of a puzzle, like a pixel of an image, which totally constitute to the promise of a big picture or a clear image of an object when combined together. You've maybe suffered injustice, committed a crime, passing through a beggar, robbed of your cellphone, gossiped about, belong to a dysfunctional family, abused, put in shame, name it! Certainly, it wrecks your heart and maybe until now. The Bible says about them in Romans 8:28, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." There it goes! It works for our own good only if we love him (God) and we understand why we were created by him (purpose)! It is always a common belief that the ways of God is always good, however we missed out some words, it works for our own good! I don't mean to mislead you that the will of God is bad. It is always good! And its even beyond our own understanding! (Deut. 29:29). Everyone wants good things happen into his life. But life proves that it's not perfect, it's not always good, it's sometimes bad or worst. Our right relationship with God will help us see life in a different perspective. In fact, our spiritual maturity reflects in all aspects of our life. It shows how well do we know God when it comes to managing our finances, commitment, relationships with people, our integrity, resolving conflict, approaching problems and coping up with pain.
How do you respond? After all, it's your choice on how to deal with these sufferings in order to survive. Will you say I can't stand it anymore, God use me mightily for your name's glory. Will you come to the Lord deeply broken and in total surrender so he can reveal the wisdom behind your pain? Your decision is still your choice. Will you continue standing by, or can't you stand it anymore?
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